Why doesn’t love succeed? Hate succeeds. This world gives plentiful scope and means to hatred, which always finds its justifications and fulfills itself perfectly in time by destruction of the things of time. That is why war is complete and spares nothing, balks at nothing, justifies itself by all that is sacred, and seeks victory by everything that is profane. Hell itself, the war that is always among us, is the creature of time – unending time, unrelieved by any light or hope. But love sooner or later forces us out of time. It does not accept that limit. Of all that we feel and do, all the virtues and all the sins, love alone crowds us, at last, over the edge of the world. For love is always more than a little strange here. It is not explainable or even justifiable. It is itself the justifier. We do not make it. If it did not happen to us we could not imagine it. It includes the world and time as a pregnant woman includes her child, whose wrongs she will suffer and forgive. It is in the world but is not altogether of it. It is of eternity. It takes us there when it most holds us here.
Maybe love fails here…because it cannot be fulfilled here.
- Wendell Berry, Jayber Crow
Music is not ornamented poetry, and poetry is not ornamented prose. Poetry is fallen music, and prose is fallen poetry. Prose is not the original language; it is poetry made practical. Even poetry is not the original language; it is music made speakable, it is the words of music separated from their music. In the beginning was music.
- Peter Kreeft, The Philosophy of Tolkien, p. 162.
I came across this quotation on pg 210 of Paul Miller’s A Praying Life. It captures so well what I love about both C.S. Lewis and his friend J.R.R. Tolkien. It comes from Alan Jacobs, author of The Narnian.
Lewis’s mind was above all characterized by a willingness to be enchanted, and it was this openness to enchantment that held together the various strands of his life - his delight in laughter, his willingness to accept a world made by a good and loving God, and (in some ways above all) his willingness to submit to the charms of a wonderful story.
It is this element that characterizes the most godly men I have known and most admire. Smashing cynicism out of the way, they passionately and joyfully embrace the story in which they have been placed, and they are enthusiastic about telling that story to others. This is the fear of the Lord. This is the kind of man that I want to be.
The whole distinction between things accidental and things designed, like the distinction between fact and myth, was purely terrestrial. The pattern is so large that within the little frame of earthly experience there appear pieces of it between which we can see no connection, and other pieces between which we can. Hence we rightly, for our use, distinguish the accidental from the essential. But step outside that frame and the distinction drops down into the void, fluttering useless wings.
- C.S. Lewis Perelandra
You cannot see things until you know roughly what they are.
C.S. Lewis - Out of the Silent Planet
To every man, in his acquaintance with a new art, there comes a moment when that which before was meaningless first lifts, as it were, one corner of the curtain that hides its mystery, and reveals, in a burst of delight which later and fuller understanding can hardly equal, one glimpse of the indefinite possibilities within.
C.S. Lewis - Out of the Silent Planet
I am beginning an exploration of the theme of the fear of the LORD in the Wisdom literature of the Old Testament, starting with the book of Job. I will be writing in Google Wave, so this post will continue to develop and be updated over time as I go. Please feel free to join in the conversation within the wave as you see fit.
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I assembled these quotes in a wave as I read through “The Fear of God,” chapter 10 of Murray’s Principles of Conduct since I am using this as one of my sources for my Ethics research paper. There’s a lot of good stuff there, so I thought I’d share it here.
[This is also my first attempt at embedding a Google wave into a blog post, so let me know if you have any problems and just what you think in general of the format. I realize it's a bit crowded and I'm working on a solution for that.]
I think there’s a sense in which one’s systematic theology must be an organic outgrowth of one’s experience and understanding of their life on the one hand, and the Word of God on the other, specifically as that Word speaks into and about their life. You cannot simply cut and paste a whole system of doctrine that has been formulated by someone else, based upon their own interaction with the Word, into your own personal system of theology and philosophy. It just won’t stick unless it has grown up organically.
That is not to say that one cannot learn from another, or that learning systematic theology is a futile practice altogether. Rather, at this point, my sense is that a teacher (in whatever sense of the word) ought to use the elements of their own system of theology to nudge others in the right direction, suggesting paths to pursue and dangers to be avoided. Otherwise, in my experience, you end up with an empty set of propositions and assertions to which one either assents or dissents, but there is no real linkage to the person’s heart - what truly moves and drives them and what will make a real difference in their lives and in the lives of those around them.
What! Sirs, shall we despise the blood of Christ? Shall we think it was shed for them who are not worthy of our utmost care? Oh, then, let us hear these arguments of Christ, whenever we feel ourselves grow dull and careless: “Did I die for these souls and wilt not thou look after them? Were they worth My blood, and are they not worth thy labor? Did I come down from heaven to earth, ‘to seek and save that which was lost;’ and wilt thou not go to the next door, or street, or village, to seek them? How small is they labor and condescension compared to Mine! I debased Myself to this, but it is thy honour to be so employed.” Every time we look upon our congregations, let us believingly remember that they are the purchase of Christ’s blood, and therefore should be regarded by us with the deepest interest and the most tender affection.
- Richard Baxter, The Reformed Pastor, 131-132.
I think I just realized something that lies behind a lot of my distance from and bitterness toward God at this point in my life. It seems to have been building over the years, but it has particularly intensified since getting married to Laura 5 years ago. The difficulties of married life have brought me to the end of myself time and time again. I have experienced greater depths of depravity and despair in my marriage than I ever have before. This has, in turn, driven me to my knees in prayer more than ever before, begging God for help to change, for wisdom to know what to do, for some comfort from the pain caused by myself and others. There are plenty of things that have happened that I have looked back on and said that God was at work in my life, but there have also been so many times when I asked for good things and for (what I would call) a good reason, but I seemed to get no response from God. In fact, it has often seemed to only get worse after that. For example, there are so many times when Laura has brought up something that I do (or don't do) that bothers, or hurts, or upsets her. I "know" that I don't need to get defensive and angry, even if what she says isn't completely accurate or fair, and even if she is just as guilty of the same issue. The Bible and everyone else has always told me that the thing to do is to go to God right then in prayer, asking for help to see myself and Him and Laura correctly, for grace and love and wisdom and patience and everything else that I need in order to respond appropriately. So that's what I do. In that moment I quietly pray, confessing to God whatever I know that have done wrong, asking him to show me where else I am wrong, asking for the help and comfort of the Holy Spirit for both myself and Laura, etc... But I can't tell you how many times things have just gone from bad to worse from there and I have seen no sign of the things that I had asked for. Now admittedly, I am not in the right place to be able to judge whether or not God heard or even answered my prayers. It could be that he simply wasn't answering them in the way that I was hoping for. But not to be given any indication that my prayers have been heard or feel his help in any way, so many times, is SO discouraging, and I think it is really what has destroyed my prayer life. I have been second guessing for a long time now whether or not God hears my prayers, as well as why or why not. There are plenty of verses in scripture that indicate that God hears or listens to some prayers and not others (e.g. 1 Peter 3:7,12), and so I have tried to figure out whether things that I have done or am doing are preventing my prayers from being heard, or if I'm praying in the wrong manner, etc. But then I think, if something I have done or am doing wrong is "hindering" my prayers, but in my prayers I am asking for help in doing the right thing, and if I need the help of the Holy Spirit to do anything right, then it seems I'm kind of in a "catch 22" situation. Is God waiting for me to start doing things right before he'll help me to do things right??? Surely not, but that's the way it feels some times. Furthermore, this perceived failure to hear and respond to my prayers on God's part has now become closely linked to my relationship with Laura, so that when things aren't going well between us, they're also not going well between God and me. This makes me feel so helpless and hopeless, and angry. Likewise, as things eventually improve between Laura and me, I seem to get on better and better terms with God. There is a direct correlation between the two. When we start to fight and I begin to regard her as my enemy, I go right back to the same page I left off when God was my enemy. What changed last year that made things really start to go downhill was that Laura and I started fighting more and more frequently and my bitterness toward her remained more constant. Likewise, my bitterness toward God became more and more persistent. Eventually I reached a point where the bad times outnumbered the good times and I just decided to stop pretending that God wasn't my enemy all of the time. It's not that I want to be his enemy, I just can't shake the feeling that he regards me as such and there's nothing I can do about it, and this does make me angry at him. Now, when I reach those crisis moments when it feels like there's nothing I can do and I just need the God's gracious intervention, it is extremely difficulty for me to bring myself to ask him for this, because I don't want to get my hopes up only to see them dashed one more time. I say to myself, "You fool! Stop trying to convince yourself that God is your friend and just take care of yourself." Even if I resist this impulse for a while, it's usually just a matter of time before I have seen enough things happen to convince me that God's help is nowhere near and I just stop looking or trying.
Our actions in and reactions to the quotidian life are far better indicators of our philosophical and theological tenets than any creeds we confess or theological systems we espouse.
Master those books you have. Read them thoroughly. Bathe in them until they saturate you. Read and reread them, masticate and digest them. Let them go into your very self. Peruse a good book several times and make notes and analyses of it. A student will find that his mental constitution is more affected by one book thoroughly mastered than by twenty books he has merely skimmed. Little learning and much pride comes of hasty reading. Some men are disabled from thinking by putting their meditation away for the sake of much reading. In reading let your motto be “much, not many.”
- Charles Spurgeon, Encounter with Spurgeon by Helmut Thielecke, 197.
I like the poets whose writings reveal great moral character and passion–such as Tennyson and some of Browning. The works of others have light, but I prefer flame to light. Shakespeare? A mind as clear as a sunbeam–but passionless, light without heat. Shelley? Keats? There’s a sense in which they were perfect poets, but they don’t move me. Beautiful–but wordmongers. There’s an infinite difference between the beauty of holiness and the holiness of beauty. One leads to the highest, loftiest, most Godlike character; the other often–too often–lead to an orgy of sensation.
- Samuel Brengle, from his biography by C.W. Hall, 269.
Authentic wisdom hooks you into Truth in its living form and Truth drags you off to unfathomable depths. A living truth cannot be hauled home and hung over your mantle. By the time you get it to shore, the sharks of your ignorance and finitude will have reduced it to a skeleton. If you would pursue Truth, you must hold on and let it take you where it will. But there will come a point at which you must let go. For living Truth leads to God himself, and God will not be caught.
A Maskil [1] of David.
1Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven,
whose sin is covered.
2 Blessed is the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity,
and in whose spirit there is no deceit.3 For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away
through my groaning all day long.
4 For day and night your hand was heavy upon me;
my strength was dried up [2] as by the heat of summer.Selah
5 I acknowledged my sin to you,
and I did not cover my iniquity;
I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,”
and you forgave the iniquity of my sin.Selah
6 Therefore let everyone who is godly
offer prayer to you at a time when you may be found;
surely in the rush of great waters,
they shall not reach him.
7 You are a hiding place for me;
you preserve me from trouble;
you surround me with shouts of deliverance.Selah
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you with my eye upon you.
9 Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding,
which must be curbed with bit and bridle,
or it will not stay near you.10 Many are the sorrows of the wicked,
but steadfast love surrounds the one who trusts in the Lord.
11 Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, O righteous,
and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!